Where do we hide all this pent-up anger inside us? 

You smile and say "it's okay"

You think you have forgiven her

All those nights of vitriol rose up in smoke in one simple stroke? 

Why then the lashing out? 

The uncalled for anger? 

The sudden tears? 

It's not easy being the bigger person. 

Maybe I can never be the bigger person. 

I try so hard to move past it all

But the mountains of hurt are too steep to climb... 


#reverie 


From the archives, 2021

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